I'm here.....but not all there.....

I think my head is going to blow up. I can't think anymore. There are things I need to do but I'm frozen with fear over them. My real fear is that I want many things and I'm afraid I won't get them. The things I want are mostly for my family. It's going to kill me if I can't deliver.

I keep telling myself that everyone faces this in life. Right now it's my turn.

Presume not that I am the thing I was.
---Shakespeare

Be safe...